Why Are We Waiting??

Know what I am waiting for? My prince charming, My salary, My return to Taiping, My Holiday to Hatyai but utmost of all, the UPU result. Its so depressing waiting for the results. Its been delay from May to June to July and to who-knows-when. I think its never coming out. I think I no longer need to study. World is going to end. Yipee. As much as I want to believe the world's gonna end, the truth is I just want to run away (die) instead of facing the future which is full of STRESS.

Yeah, believe me when I say stress. 4 months I've been working, I'm completely stress out already. I can't imagine working for the rest of my life. Although my work now is simple as ABC and I can on9 anytime,everyday, I still hate working. Lots of burden, I tell you. I miss going school so much. I wish we don't have to grow up so fast or at all.

Thats why I'm dreading the day that UPU result will be out. So that I can make a decision. Now the intakes of all private college is almost ending, the government is still not announcing the results. Fucking lazy pigs they are. Even if we are entering uni on september, announce the result first pls. Its no guarantee that I will get the uni, if I *touch wood* is not accepted to any uni, and the private college I want to go have no more intakes, then what? wait next year? Hello? Im like 20 years old. If wait sumore i might as well marry a rich old man and get all his money when he dies.

WHAT AM I WAITING ?

WHY AM I WAITING ?

我只爱爱我的人

我只爱爱我的人，因为我不懂怎样去爱一个不爱我的人，是完全不知道从何着手。他爱你，什么都容易，他会来感动你。他不爱你，你多么努力去感动他，也是徒劳的。我爱不起不爱我的人，我的青春也爱不起。我的微笑，我的眼泪，我的深情，我年轻的日子只为我爱也爱我的那个人挥掷。

I only love those who love me, because I do not know how to love someone who does not love me, totally do not know where to start. If he loves you, everything is easy, he will come to touch you. If he does not love you, how hard you try to touch him, is also futile. I cannot afford to love someone who does not love me, my youth cannot afford to wait for love. My smile, my tears, my affection, my younger days are for those whom i love and those who love me only.

23/2 - sushi making + karaoke :D

we encounter a difficulty on finding sushi rice..it seems that taiping is out of sushi rice! we went to almost 7 shops, include tesco and the store and everywhere else, but all out of stock. T.T End up, we went to an organic shop but also ran out of sushi rice..He introduced us another type but its posible to make sushi too, he says. We're desperate so we bought it. Then we made sushi at my house. Five of us ate five cups of rice. Imagine that @@ lolx Ingredients are crabstick, carrot, cucumber, tuna and eggs. It tasted really good! trust me :D

triangle-shaped sushi

heart-shaped sushi

Then, they went home to get ready for our night activity. KTV :)) After an enjoyful singing session, we went yumcha at Prima Cafe :) Thats all for Wednesday!~

21/2 - STPM results :((

okay. here's my result.

Pengajian Am : B+ (fuck, i want A so badly for this)

Mathematics : D ( err, luckily not F)

Chemistry : C- (still consider Fail. sigh. )

Biology : B- (Not bad. lol. )

Overall cGPA : 2.17

arghh..With this results, Definitely not getting Gov U. anddd I dont know what degree course I can go. I don't wish to do foundation :( So, ok. I'm gonna err..go think. About the Next Step.Bye.

20/2 - Hachiko

Hachiko- A Dog's Story. A very touching movie, not new though. New Club started this movie session thing (FOC!) which is gonna be held once a month ( why not once a week? :D ) at the karaoke room. They put up a slide and play the DVD. Today was the first movie session. I went to watch it with my parents, my siblings refuse to follow. They are the most un-sporting people on Earth. Sometimes I feel like I'm the only child in the family (NO, I don't mean I'm childish!) because they won't join me in anything, even if at Genting's theme park or Sunway Lagoon. They are not going with me on the rides, no matter if I beg them like...a beggar. So,I'm just totally fed up with them! :@

p/s : I got my blueeee Nokia N8 today! :DD I just can't be too happy cuz STPM results are out tmrw. That's way too early. sigh. Gotta face it. Fingers crosssed. God Bless. Ang kong popi.

19/2 - FuglyDiary Is Borned :)

Today I wakeup earlier than usual. I wish i could sleep till the sun shines on my butt because waking up early is just plain boring. Later, around 3 more hours, I'm heading to The Star Education Fair held at Penang International Sports Arena (PISA). Hoay Yean and Santhiya is coming along. I hope we had fun there. Besides fun, I hope we all could make up our mind on which course to take and where to study..Thats most important. Well, after that, we're going shopping! Lately, I've become a shopaholic. I got my first salary (rm538.25). I only worked for 2 weeks =)) I'm waiting for my new phone, N8 =DD The shop have no stock for blue color, therefore i've been waiting forever to get my phone. oOps. Gotta go,to have breakfast with my parents. tata.