Why Are We Waiting??

Know what I am waiting for? My prince charming, My salary, My return to Taiping, My Holiday to Hatyai but utmost of all, the UPU result. Its so depressing waiting for the results. Its been delay from May to June to July and to who-knows-when. I think its never coming out. I think I no longer need to study. World is going to end. Yipee. As much as I want to believe the world's gonna end, the truth is I just want to run away (die) instead of facing the future which is full of STRESS.

Yeah, believe me when I say stress. 4 months I've been working, I'm completely stress out already. I can't imagine working for the rest of my life. Although my work now is simple as ABC and I can on9 anytime,everyday, I still hate working. Lots of burden, I tell you. I miss going school so much. I wish we don't have to grow up so fast or at all.

Thats why I'm dreading the day that UPU result will be out. So that I can make a decision. Now the intakes of all private college is almost ending, the government is still not announcing the results. Fucking lazy pigs they are. Even if we are entering uni on september, announce the result first pls. Its no guarantee that I will get the uni, if I *touch wood* is not accepted to any uni, and the private college I want to go have no more intakes, then what? wait next year? Hello? Im like 20 years old. If wait sumore i might as well marry a rich old man and get all his money when he dies.

WHAT AM I WAITING ?

WHY AM I WAITING ?